Here and Now

I once was lost, but now am found. My feet again are on the ground. Not long ago, I gave up all, And spiraled down, into an endless fall. My life, my heart, my burdened soul, I cast away into the cold. Where once there was love, a warmth inside, Now I can tell that it indeed has died. My wife, my ring, the cloest bond, I discarded and made it look like I was not fond at all of them, though perhaps i was wrong. And now I stand, returned at last, to wonder what else as come to pass. I live my life no longer alive, a lonely assassin I am, of love deprived. And so with Darkness I walk, alone at last, I do not balk. Determined am I on the path I chose, Though wondering if I was right to close the door on my life of before, on the life of the Seive of lore.