Diary: 3rd of Hammer

My own dad won't listen to me and says I shouldn't be so angry. Gods he's so blind! My mom doesn't want him and he tells me that I don't understand!

Fine. He says I can't live anyone else's life for them and can't protect anyone from themselves. Forget it then. Forget this stupid family. If my dad wants to stay here and get hurt then he can, but I won't! I'm leaving! I'm old enough to take care of myself, so I will.

Things won't ever be the same no matter what, so why should I keep waiting for them to change? If they want to be stupid and blind, so what!

I don't know where I will go - I'll probably have to find work or something to get a place to stay. Oh well. Anywhere is better than here.